I put that song on here for everyone to know to please, please take care of our children they are ALL GOD'S CHILDREN. If they are step-kids or our own, THEY ARE ALL GOD'S CHILDREN. He put them on this Earth for all of us to take care of them. So please when the kids are out Trick-or-Treating or sitting on your laps listening to the stories that you are reading them, or doing the dishes while you are sitting in front of the T.V. please put them in your arms and tell them that you are proud of them and that you love them. Not just your favorite all of them. And remember that God trusted you with them to take care of them not to beat them or mistreat them with your angry words. It is NOT what you say, but HOW you say them.


Sorry about my preaching, I was looking on You Tube and found this one and "Dear Mr. Jesus." They little girl singing it is absolutely heart-breaking. But I also know that if you don't take care of them that God WILL get his revenge. Jon Benet Ramseys' mother ended up getting cancer and SUFFERED WAY WORSE than poor Jon Benet. That is the wonderful way that God will get his vengeance. It is completely wonderful to tell the children that you love them everyday and you will see their smiles and warmness. They have the most wonderful smiles that will lighten up the world more than the sun does. I love to see our kids smile. Just look at my header and you will see Little Gabriels' and My Baby's smile. A smile is the cheapest thing that you can give someone else. And it also makes people wonder what you are thinking. So there are 2 good reasons why you should smile and make our children smile.

We are going to bed soon. Give the children kisses and hugs, have them pray to their Heavenly Father. I am going to go to bed and let my Baby hold me real tight. Baby, you are so welcome for fighting your demons with you. I love you with all of my heart and soul. So good night all.

Roxi

Of All The Horror!!

A Very Lazy Day!!

On Friday, we went to the Crafter's Barn and Bill got me some little ornaments to embroider so today I got them all done. There are 4 of them. We will have to take a picture of them. They are about 4" around and there is a Christmas Tree, a candle, an ornament, and a candy cane. They are really cute and really easy to do. I got one done a day. So today we went to Grandma's and got some batting so I got one of them all done with a red ribbon to hang on. I am going to try to find some little bells to hang on the bottom. I had some but I am TERRIBLE and I can't remember where I put them.

The picture I put on tonight is one that my Baby took of me while I was crocheting a pair of slippers. One year, when we had NO INCOME, I made some little slippers for everyone. And I also made some engraved pictures for the kids. I made Michael an owl (because he likes to stay up all night), Bobby a tiger (because he likes them), Elizabeth an angel, and Trey a monkey face (because I have always called him my "monkeybutt"). And of course they got slippers. Last year we made all of the kids cd's to listen to of the songs that they like. Bill gives everyone lawn ornaments which are so beautiful. This year since we got such good results with the homemade items, that is what they are getting. So SURPRISE, Mom and Don!! Sorry. I was talking to Bill about making my folks, sister, and brother some bread. I will make my mom and dad a loaf of that Friendship Bread and give my brother and sister a starter kit of it. I hope they like it. I know I love baking for everyone. Except my mom, she can't believe that I actually make it all from scratch and she calls me "Little Suzy Homemaker" I hate that, my ex-mother-in-law's name was Suzy and she didn't work or anything. So to call me that is so WRONG!! I am really thinking differently about what to give my mom at least. My sister won't call me that. I made some rolls (from scratch) and took them to work for Patsy and Bernie and my mom was there (which I didn't know it) and she called me that. I didn't give her one.

Anway, it just teaches me to NEVER, EVER do that to our kids. I don't care what they do, or don't do, we will NEVER do that to them. So I am getting off of here so we can go to bed and hold my Baby real tight. I hope he sleeps a whole lot better. His demons are getting pretty bad at night. So good-night all and keep the demons away by holding your Baby real tight.

Roxi

A Great Night!!

Today was kinda messed up. I seen a guy that I really haven't seen for a long time and really could have been a WHOLE LOT LONGER!! He didn't see me and nothing was said so it was fine.

Michael went to his mom's for awhile today, he is home already. His and Liz's little sister, Abby, and Liz were walking up the steps today (she always has to come in and use the bathroom- EVERYTIME) and Bill was painting. All of a sudden he hears from Abby "We're coming up Bill." It was so cute. She will be 3 next month. She really likes Michael coming over, and since he don't stay very long, then she gets upset. She is Lisa ( Bill's ex-wife and Elizabeth and Michaels' mom), Abby is her daughter. And she has this afro hairdo going on. We don't have any pics of her yet, but we will.

Tonight we watched a REALLY, REALLY GREAT movie. And if any of you have the chance read the book and watch the movie. It was "The Five People You Will Meet In Heaven" by Mitch Albom. It was ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL. I sat here and bawled just the way I did when I read the book. It made us really think about what will happen when Bill or I die before the other one. I really hate thinking about losing Bill any time, and being away from him. I know what I was like with my depression before Bill, and I really hate to think what I will be like after being with him and having a wonderful life and then lose him. It will definitely destroy me. He is absolutely wonderful. I don't know how anyone could ever hurt him. I know that when I am around no one says anything to him, because I will straighten them out. There was a woman who he knew when he was younger and she got him in trouble. She came into Casey's one day and said "is that all you do is stand around here." And me and my mouth inform her "Yes, that way I know that there are no women that ever touch him or even look at him without me stopping it." She just turned around and left. I hate it when people mouth off.

Anyway, I will get off of the soapbox. I am going to get off of here and go and let my Baby hold me real tight and pray that nothing happens tonight or any time to soon and just Thank God for every minute that I have with him. So good night all. Let your baby's hold you real tight and pray that everything will be better tomorrow.
Roxi

Today was weird, AGAIN!!

Today I thought that we really needed some inspiration. That was why I put that song on here. It really is beautiful. The one's singing it (if you didn't know) was Charlene Dillard, and the Dillards' are the one's playing the instruments. They actually are Bluegrass Players from down South Missouri.


I got a phone call at work from a lady from here in Fairfax and she asked me if Bill would want to have a booth at the Craft Fair that is going on November 1st. I switched hours with a girl at work so I could be there with him. I am so excited, he is going to do it!! He isn't going to go to the one in Shen. but he is going to do the one here in town. I can't wait for him to do it. Like they say "God doesn't close one door, without opening up another." So he is working so hard to have the crafts ready for that one. I will let him tell you more about it on his blog.


It is lightning down south. It rained pretty good today. It got pretty cold out there today. Everytime that I went outside I had Bills' coat on. I don't have one, I really, REALLY like wearing his. That way EVERYONE knows that I am his. And I have him with me even when I am not with him. I am going to get off of here for now. Goodnight all. The storm may rattle the windows but as long as you are in your Babys' arms it can't get in to hurt you. So let him or her hold you real tight. Take care and say your prayers, because God does listen. Roxi

BEAUTIFUL SONG!!

UGH!! Gotta go to work tomorrow!!

I love having my week-end, they are not Saturday and Sunday, but Sunday and Monday. I really love having 2 days off, but I hate going back on Tuesday. I know that I have to FOR NOW, but not much longer. I love our relationship because it does not take too much money to support us and make us happy. We live in a 1971 Trailer, we drive a 1985 Oldsmobile, and we have BASIC cable, we have BASIC phone, and we eat hamburgers and chicken (if it is on sale), and we if we get anything that is unusual for us (but basic for most folks) it is on sale. Like today, we went to Hy-Vee to get some things and one of those was Oreos. And of course they were on sale 2 for $5. And I had to tell Bill to get them, because he was really eyeing them. We don't ever go to the movies, if we eat out it is to McDonalds, which is just as good to us as The Golden Corral (or wherever) is to anyone else. So FOR NOW, I will go to work and do the best that I can to make the money to pay the bills. And Bill is going to keep making woodcrafts and make the other money for us to get by until the 1st of November. On the 1st we ARE GOING TO SEND off for those Disciples Crosses and we are both going to do those. We are SO EXCITED about making them, because we know that it IS GOD'S WILL. Here is one of them. They are so beautiful. Neither one of us can wait to start making them.

Anyway, Bill cut out a whole lot of crafts today and right now he is putting primer on them. He cut out the "hillbilly couple" and we went to the library to get the "Spoofhounds" sign. I made the Friendship Bread today and we took a loaf up to Bill's Grandparents. They ate some while Bill was taking a shower and they said it was really good. So for supper we had Ghoulash and we ate some of the bread. It really is good. Thank you, Linda for the advice. I talked to Bill and told him that I actually love to bake and it really makes it so much better when the man that I love enjoys eating it.

So I am going to get off of here and we are going to bed so my BABY can hold me. Let your man hold you real tight and you won't have any nightmares or get cold at all. It is the most exciting moment of the day and night. It is the time of day that Bill and I can be alone and no ONE can bother us without hearing "YOU BEST BE DYING!!" or "GO FIND A FRIEND, WE DON"T CARE!!" I know that that isn't the best way to be. But everyone has all day to bother us and they are not going to do it when we go to bed. That is our philosophy on life. SO goodnight all. Have a good night, I know we will.

Roxi

Bill Had a Great Day!!

Bill has been very, very busy. I am so happy for him. And we are both thanking God for what he has done for us both. I slept most of the afternoon away while he was so busy, I just felt LAZY today. Bill says that I am not but that I needed to just "wind down". That is what his best friend, Byron told him when he was alive. He said that the first day when he was off that it takes most of the day to relax and un-wind.

So that is what I did all day. My sister called me today. She didn't have too much to say. Tomorrow I get to make my Friendship Bread (thank you Linda for the advice!!) And then on Thursday or Friday I get to make Puppy Chow for our son Bobby. He is turning 17 on Friday. He loves that Puppy Chow. Elizabeth had me make her some at her house last Christmas. It was so much fun. So Bill and I decided to make Bobby some Puppy Chow instead of cupcakes. I hope that he likes it better. I am sure he will. He is playing football this year for Craig-Fairfax team. They have a game on his birthday. I can't wait to go and watch him play. We haven't been able to watch yet this year. But, hopefully we get to this week, if I feel better. I still have a bad cough and my head and chest is still congested. So hopefully!!

Anyway, I am going to get off of here and let my Baby hold me real tight!! Good night all.
Roxi

Happy Anniversary, Baby!!

Three years and one month ago I moved in with Bill and Michael. That is the best thing that I have ever done with my life, and my happiest moment- besides having my children. But I know that our love is so much more beautiful than anything that I have ever experienced.

Anyway, Bill treated me with doing the laundry today- which is a whole lot of work. We use a wringer washer, we let the water drain into a 5-gallon bucket, and dump it in the sink, and we hang the clothes out to dry on the line. So we are not talking about putting it in the washer and just taking it out and putting it in the dryer. And I appreciate it so much. He also was going to do supper, but I beat him to that one. We had fried chicken and mashed potatoes. They were really good.

I am going to get off of here. Good Night to all and let your Baby hold you real tight, I know I am. And Thank you, baby, happy anniversary!!
Roxi

For My Baby!!

Baby,
I love you so much!! I can't believe that you did the laundry today, hung it on the line, painted, and sold your doo-dads. I thank you from the bottom of my heart. You will never know how much it means to me that you do all the things that you do for me. Thank you.
Love with all of my heart,
Roxi Christina Hamilton

A Great Night For Bill!!

Bill has been painting all day, I am so proud of him. He was sitting here this morning and the phone rang while it was raining and Darryl (the phone fixer-upper guy) called and there was some static on the line (as usual) when it is raining. At least this time we couldn't hear the neighbor's conversation, we couldn't hear anything but static. Anyway, Darryl showed up with this other guy who had a bucket truck and they finally fixed our phone (hopefully). Anyway, they got done with that and they came over and was looking at Bills' woodcrafts (which Darryl really likes them) and the other guy said that he had to go and get his wife and let her look at how well he does. So Bill came up to Tarkio to get me and we were coming home and he was telling me all about it (and was I excited for him!!) and we turned the corner to come home and there was a car in the driveway and there was 3 people standing out there looking at the crafts. It was the other guy and his wife and their son. They brought the pilgrim adn indian sets, they bought some punkins, they bought the snoopy punkin, and also put in an order for a hillbilly couple with the "We Don't use 911" on it, and also a "Spoofhound" sign. They even paid for them all. I AM SO PROUD OF HIM!!

I had a messed up day before I came home today. At work (which I have worked there for almost 9 months and fulltime for almost 6 months) I had to fill out another job application (my 3rd one) because they lost the other one's. Patsy or Sonja lost my other one, Patsy or Corporate lost the last one, and now this one the District Manager was going to send it herself to corporate. I asked her (while I was working) if I had a pretty good chance of getting a job. She just smiled at me and said that I had a pretty good chance. It was pretty good, I didn't have to do the truck today. Hopefully, I won't have to again. My shoulders and elbow really hurts after doing it.

Today, I got to add flour, sugar, and milk to my Friendship Bread. I am excited about it, but also a little apprehensive. There is milk in it and we don't put it in the fridge?! I have never heard of that without it getting clabbered. I guess we can have cottage cheese and bread all in one, ha! This si the first one that I have ever gotten.

"That is the news that is news from CornField County." I have always wanted to say that. ;) I know, I know!! I am so weird, that is what I get told (and not from Bill). I am feeling better by the way. I am still coughing and my nose is still stuffed, but feeling better none the less.

So for now I am going to let you go. Don't forget to let your Baby hold you real tight, I know I am. Thanks for listening. And good night! And yes Baby, I am very proud of you. I love you with all of my heart.

Roxi

What Is Wrong With Our Kids??!!

There is something wrong with kids now-a-days. There is a neighbor girl who called us from the Buchanon Jail the other night. It is so STUPID, not even funny. None of the kids now even think about 10, 20, 30 or even 40 years down the road. What the hell is wrong with them. Ok, I know it is rhetorical, but I would just like to ask. You know, just like those girls who had that pact about having babies.

Anyway, sometimes I get to chasing rabbits and say too much. Sorry, anyway that girl just got out of jail for (get this) forgery. She just graduated high school and went to St Joe to college this August. She just acted like nothing happened. She thinks that she will just get probation, and if she does than I am going to have a fit. We would have the book thrown at us. I don't know what is going on.

She sat here and told Bill a whole bunch of lies. You can tell when she does it is so funny, she actually stops to think of what she is saying. Any other time she totally has mouth-vomit. Just rambling about anything. Kind of like I am on here, huh??

Anyway, I called in last night because I was feeling like I was ran over with a roller. I have it in my head and chest. A pretty bad cough and a whole lot of sniffling. I slept all afternoon. I would say that I am lazy (which I am) but I still am so tired.

I am going to get off of here because Bill is fixing supper. We are having his favorite, spaghetti. So good-bye for tonight and let your baby hold you real tight. I know I am.

Roxi

Proven Facts and a Weird night!!

Bill is painting on the snowmen. They are so cute. I am still not feeling well. My nose is all stopped up and draining. I don't know what is wrong with me. I really think that after Saturday night I was so stressed at work that that did not help me out at all. When I was with my ex I was sick ALOT!! Since I have been with Bill this is the first time that I have been really sick and I really think that it is because of stress. Can't scientifically prove it, BUT that is what I think!!

For us women there is a scientifcally proven fact that I have come up with. Bill rolls his eyes everytime that I tell the fact. The fact is is CHOCOLATE is a fruit and a vegetable. It hangs on a tree so that makes it a fruit. It comes in a bean that makes it a vegetable. And if you have Milk chocolate then you have your dairy. And if you have nuts in it than you have your protein. So see there it is your whole food group.

Anyway, the weird night that we are having. Someone called us from the Buchanon county jail which is in St Joe Mo. Our phone is all statically so there was no way that we could hear the name of the person. We called over to our daughter's to make sure that it wasn't her and her boyfriend. It wasn't them so we have no clue who it was. One time (not tonight) I got a phone call from a lady who asked for my ex-husband. The phone is in my name- in my maiden name at that. So this lady asked for my ex.husband and I began to inform her that he does NOT live here NOR has he ever and I WANTED to know how she got MY NUMBER. I was not nice to her at all. Then the skank ended up telling me that it was business. Well, I informed her that her calling me made it my business. I told her that the next thing out of her mouth had better be her name and her BUSINESS. We went around with that one about 4 or 5 times. So finally she told me and said that she wouldn't call here again. I told her that that would be a good thing.

That is how strange it is around here. Anyway, you have a great night and don't forget to hold let your man hold you real tight. I know I am!!

Roxi

Feel Like Poop!!

Not that I know what poop feels like, but if it what I feel today than real nasty. Last night when we went to bed my throat hurt pretty bad. I smoked more yesterday than I have in a long time. That is what we think it is. So today my throat is still hurting and I can't talk very loud, if at all.

Bill took the car up to get it fixed and his Grandfather picked him up. So he just called and checked on it and they just got the starter. So hopefully, this fixes it. Grandpa is going to take him up and get it here in a little bit.

We went and laid down a while and Bill just got to sleep when Trey Daniel came home from school. His father called and said that he was to go to the elevator, but he had a note to come here. So who knows what is going on. But I love to see him even for a little bit. Right now he is in the bedroom watching SpongeBob and eating some leftover pizza. His favorite things to do, eat and watch cartoons. He is 8-years-old. Bobby, his brother, is 17. Then we also have Elizabeth who is 22, and Michael who is 15. Michael lives with us. Elizabeth has 2 children Jessica who is 3, she lives with her grandparents, and Gabriel (who is in Bill's arms in the picture on the header)who is 15-months-old. He is a turd just like "papa." ;) He likes to get into "papa's" paint. He doesn't paint with it he just takes it off the paint cart and throws it on the floor.

I will let you go for now and let you get on with your life. Have a Blessed Night and Hold you Man real tight. I am.

Roxi

Let's have some fun!!

Bill has been telling me to start my own "blog" so here I am with this. Bill is my husband. He is absolutely wonderful to me and my kids. I work at a small gas station in a town up the road from us. I had to close last night (I got off at 11) so I didn't get my kids this weekend because my ex is a jerk and won't let them come here unless I am off of work the night or at least earlier than 11.

Bill makes woodcrafts and they are so pretty. He does such a good job on them. He is making supper for us tonight, because I feel like I am lazy, he says that he wants me to rest. So I am resting. I always tell him that he is "one-in-a-million." No men (and I know lots of them) would support and love their wife the way Bill does. A good example is when I first fell in love with him in 2005 I asked him if I took a cake out to my kids at the cemetary (Allen was going to be 16 and Sarah was going to be 10 in July 2006), and I wanted to take a cake out to them to celebrate. My husband (at the time) said that I was stupid and to get over losing them. I asked Bill (he came in and got gas for his rider where I worked) and he said "It was a great idea and he would take me out there." He left and mowed his yard and came back and said "How about we get a couple of ballons , and you write a letter to Allen and Sarah, and let go of it and it flow up to heaven." I bawled and he was crying (something my husband-then wouldn't do). Just an example. There is so much more that he does for me that there is no way I could say on here at one time.

I will talk to you later. Thanks for reading.
Roxi